dear….dead???

Some say it ain’t over till it’s over, but I guess it’s really over now….

There’s something i gotta say before I let you go, so listen!

Before this, whenever you and she would argue, then sometime tears would fall, and as you’re struggling, I will felt the rays of hope.

I would calm down as I look at your smile especially when my heart shattered in the silence.

I chose to conceal and hide my feelings away from you, because i knew if you find out, we maybe no longer together.

So the only thing I can do was just hold my breath and bite my lips

“Please leave her and come to me”

“Dear, please don’t hold her hand”

“Cause you should be my men that I’ve been waiting forever, so please look at me”

I clearly know once the wedding music starts, you’ll vow to spend the rest of your life with her, though I prayed and hoped that this day would never come.

Looking at the wedding ring you’re wearing, why it’s not me wore for you? why it’s not me next to you?

I hated you for not understand how i felt, so at one point, I even wished for your misery!

But my tears were already dried up, when I'm by myself talk to you like you’re here.

Every night i felt anxious, maybe I’ve known all along that this would happen, so the only thing I can do was just close my eyes and dream an endless dream – please leave her and come to me!!!

Dear,

Be happy with her so I can move on!

Please erase those pitiful memories of me!

I know for a long time, it’s going to be unbearably hard for me….sigh…

I spent too much time fantasizing, and had a lonely life like a fool. But you still look at me and smile brightly…dear…

I…am suffering…Do you know that?

Fashion is not merely fashion….

If you are what you wear, you better dress the part you want.

But only a few lucky ladies can do no wrong.

 

Their look’s perfection, and they have accessories to match.

But most girls get tired of the same old look, and they’ll just do about anything to get the hot new piece on their arm.

 

And then there are those with no vision of their own, thieves of fashion who’ll steal the shirt off your back.

And always remember, appearance can be deceiving.

 

But whatever you wear, always dress to kill!!!

~~~向日葵盛开的夏天~~~

樱花飘过了秋天 你我分开的季节
眼泪疼了 无法表达
反复在我心深处的挣扎
伞为你开 却被你收

 

踏在青色柏油路 忘记走习惯的路
害怕了吗 想念你啊
夏天的向日葵不说心事
伤感的字 乱了理智 无法掩饰

 

感谢你陪伴我 走过了每一步
花终究会凋落 没办法再呵护

这真的是一段 很难熬的路
触碰感情深处 我才读懂幸福

 

经过一阵雷雨 太阳依旧灿烂
雨后的向日葵 会安静的陪伴

你说过每一句 我会好好记住
在陌生的未来 我会更勇敢

。。。我很想你。。。

曾经晚上，幸福的梦都在脑海里头盘旋。。。

不过现在，美梦都已破俑化蝶而飞。。。

 

我知道你还是爱着我，虽然分开的理由我们都已接受。。。

你知道我会有多难过，所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油。。。

我知道你还放不下我，才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头。。。

我们都知道彼此心中。。。其实这份爱没停过！

 

我多希望你还在我左右。。。

I've Forgotten

Been silence for a while....never listen to any chuckling voices, never tilt up my head looking at the dazzling sun....

Walking alone, the long and unwinding road....the colourful world seems to be faded into shades of gray....

It's been some time, I'm living in my own world, my own dream, my own imagination....and I've forgotten the realm world I'm in....

I'm torn today! I feel that all this day, I'm just being someone I'm not suppose to be, someone I don't even know and understand, a commoner. I wish I could just snuck out from the scene, never able to set me down there....

Walking over the checkpoint? No! After my lower limb muscles asphyxiated by the long days walking, I just realize I'm walking backwards then, leaning back to the starting point....never fight with anything, merely against the tickling clock....

All pledges and promises, claimed to be everlasting, just break off like a thread without making any noises....all wishes and bless, claimed to be realizing, just flying off without giving me a chance to hold it for a second....Only after I closed my eyes, the warmth and sharpen clips, able to flick, just like it's happening!

I grasped the missing, hold the love without keeping any strength....but still I can't assure myself, the smile on your face, will still be there tomorrow....the only way of having it again, might just the memory saved, following the path we've gone through, deep into....only seconds though~~~

There's a time, I believe, tear drop can bring the end to sadness, a full stop for the one chapter of my life! But now, I've understand no one can forget the past....we can only hide it, and let the passed be the past!

 

 

Learn to let go~~~

A fairy tale will normally end with Happily Ever After, but it turns out fairy tales end when they do for a reason.

Just like shoulder pads may come and go, but a B.F.F. is forever.

Because even when you're not sure where you're headed, it helps to know you're not going there alone!

In real life, no one has all the answers, and sometimes the best we can do is just apologize, and let the passed be the past.

Other times, we need to look to the future, and know that even when we think we've seen it all, life can still surprise us, and we can still surprise ourselves.

 

一路顺风

对过去的，不要眷恋；

对现在的，勇敢担当；

对未来的，要有展望；

对今生的，要多珍惜。

 

道翔，不要让支持你的人失望哦！！！

祝你一切顺利！！！