Never Knows…

"No matter how the world has changed, it will still be the place we have to rely on everyday!"

This world just full of doubts, sometimes you will be a little bit self-centered that you actually knowing everything; but sometimes you might sudden realize that you're actually a jerk who don't know anything, yet pretending to be the one.

Maybe I must say this is human beings….we are just too well appreciate to have a great mind, great thought! In fact, we're just thinking of nonsense and sometimes only imaginary and virtual thingy which would never ever happen.

Something happen on me recently….I used to feel that I am the one to him, I can actually bring the imaginary and virtual into my real life. However, seems like I'm just thinking a little bit too much. There's hardly to be fairy tales happen in real life, even though sometimes u might dream of you to be the princess in the castle, the prince who is the mighty warrior. I'm not saying it's 100% impossible, but at least its 0.00000000000000001 possibility. I must admit that I really got feeling on him, but GOD knows, it might just works in virtual world. In reality, the feeling might just fade away so, or maybe disappointment! What a complicated world is this!!!

Maybe I should have set up a camera in front of me last time, capture every single moment I'm with him….hahahaha….cause don't know why, he's the one who can make me smile and laugh in front of a dead screen. If my mom was passing my room that time, sure she will get me to the temple, expel and invoke the spirit! Hahaha! But, sometimes I keep on thinking; does he feel the same as I am? Or he's just entertaining a forsaken? Again! GOD knows. Of cause, I hope that he's same as me, laugh and smile stupidly in front of the screen. Then at least I don't feel like I'm the forsaken gal…

He's really a special guy in my life. I guess till the day I die, he will be the one running 360® in my mind. He just…gives me…really…some kind of special feeling, at least in my special 21th years living in this world! Somehow, I actually believe that no one can actually do like what we have did. Cause it's actually kind of hard to have such special connection, I mean with the world full of attraction and bias, wanna keep stay on one person, it's not that easy. When I'm with him, I really hope that the time won't pass that fast, cause I really not willing to leave the keyboard when talking to him. But, no choice, we have to, time just not for two of us, it's running for everyone! The only way you can do just appreciate each and every single moments, then you will really have a sweet dream when you're sleeping. It's just blissful!

To be continue…..