~~~ Gossip Girl ~~~

Gossip Girl here!

Your one and only source into the scandalous lives of Manhattan's elite.

I guess most of you will be familiar with this sentence, as it's kinda popular or I could say, I love it so much.

Though I'm not belonged to the first line of fans, but at least I'm not too late to follow and chase for it. Handsome and Pretties! oh gosh! How good if I'm one of them????(impossible though)

There's too many factors to be discussed, which made me fall so much on it.....but one thing for sure, not the storyline, but the glamour, trendy Chic's outfit in the series......it just give you the imagination, hallucinate you're wearing Dior, Ralph Lauren, Chanel to school! Fu~yoh~

Anyway, I've made up my decision to discuss each episodes, what they're wearing.....as to satisfy myself and of cause, to let YOU grab an outfit just like them......of cause if you're able to do so!

xo xo Gossip Girl

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最近听了一个故事, 故事就是说有一个上师, 想启发他徒弟的心性, 所以就吩咐他的徒弟, 从山脚背着一个很重且装满大麦的包袱走上山顶, 中间不许他停下来休息. 于是,那个徒弟就按师傅的吩咐, 背起了那个装满大麦很重的包袱, 一直走…一直走…

包袱很重. 他越走越累; 越累就越重. 于是就越走越慢, 越走越慢…走了很久很久, 他终于到达了山顶!

一到山顶,徒弟就放下包袱, 累得他站也站不起来. 但是很奇怪,突然在那一刹那, 他觉得很轻松, 世上的一切都很美好, 山风很轻爽, 整个人都自由了! 一切的障碍都瓦解了,包括他自己的凡心也突然瓦解了. 就在那一刹那, 他终于了解自己的心性.

听了这一个故事,我第一个想起的, 就是每一个人心里所背负着的秘密. <家家有本难念的经>, 也许听起来有些老套, 不过这也是不管你活在哪个世纪, 哪个年代永远都逃脱不了的宿命!

有些人选择以自杀来脱离宿命冥冥中的安排, 不过他们不明白这只是把他们所必须承受的包袱,没有经过同意的把它寄放于他身边的人, 爱他的人. 放下包袱, 并没有想象中的如斯简单, 也并不是三两天所能做到的事. 放下了一个,也并不代表不会有第二个的出现.

是以, 不要强迫自己放下包袱, 也不要无知的选择去逃避它. 背得累了, 就把它暂且放下, 选择以拖着带它走. 也许这会放慢了脚步, 不过它却是一个时时刻刻提醒着你, 你还有很多事情要做, 你还有生存在这个世界上的价值, 的一个包袱!

Never Knows…

"No matter how the world has changed, it will still be the place we have to rely on everyday!"

This world just full of doubts, sometimes you will be a little bit self-centered that you actually knowing everything; but sometimes you might sudden realize that you're actually a jerk who don't know anything, yet pretending to be the one.

Maybe I must say this is human beings….we are just too well appreciate to have a great mind, great thought! In fact, we're just thinking of nonsense and sometimes only imaginary and virtual thingy which would never ever happen.

Something happen on me recently….I used to feel that I am the one to him, I can actually bring the imaginary and virtual into my real life. However, seems like I'm just thinking a little bit too much. There's hardly to be fairy tales happen in real life, even though sometimes u might dream of you to be the princess in the castle, the prince who is the mighty warrior. I'm not saying it's 100% impossible, but at least its 0.00000000000000001 possibility. I must admit that I really got feeling on him, but GOD knows, it might just works in virtual world. In reality, the feeling might just fade away so, or maybe disappointment! What a complicated world is this!!!

Maybe I should have set up a camera in front of me last time, capture every single moment I'm with him….hahahaha….cause don't know why, he's the one who can make me smile and laugh in front of a dead screen. If my mom was passing my room that time, sure she will get me to the temple, expel and invoke the spirit! Hahaha! But, sometimes I keep on thinking; does he feel the same as I am? Or he's just entertaining a forsaken? Again! GOD knows. Of cause, I hope that he's same as me, laugh and smile stupidly in front of the screen. Then at least I don't feel like I'm the forsaken gal…

He's really a special guy in my life. I guess till the day I die, he will be the one running 360® in my mind. He just…gives me…really…some kind of special feeling, at least in my special 21th years living in this world! Somehow, I actually believe that no one can actually do like what we have did. Cause it's actually kind of hard to have such special connection, I mean with the world full of attraction and bias, wanna keep stay on one person, it's not that easy. When I'm with him, I really hope that the time won't pass that fast, cause I really not willing to leave the keyboard when talking to him. But, no choice, we have to, time just not for two of us, it's running for everyone! The only way you can do just appreciate each and every single moments, then you will really have a sweet dream when you're sleeping. It's just blissful!

To be continue…..

Fuckerama...

I've been hurt badly by a stupid idiot Geek today.....I really can't imagine i can actually be friend with such fucker for such a long time......i feel that i myself is stupid stupid stupid!!!!!

You dunno me and i dunno you this idiot asshole, we're just fucking crazy rubbish bout everything.....and now i really don't have any single fuckin idea how i actually did that!!!!

SO, from now on.....i'll juz kick ur mother asshole out of any equation of my life.....u IDIOT fuckerama!!!!

HATE u! FUCK u!!!!

back to ur idiot geek world~~~~

~~~OLYMPIC vs BRANDED~~~

Strength & Beauty

Every 4 years, the whole world will have a big gathering to unite and in successing the only and very own Olympic games.....and this year, we are so proud to have it in Asia - the Beijing 2008!

There were philosophers who described Olympic as the essence of Strength & Beauty, and Beauty will always related to Fashion......this indirectly bring to a lot of businesses to those brands! So before the end of Beijing Olympic 2008, let's take a look at those competitions and matches not inside the Olympic field, but the outside Fashion field!!!

1997, Prada success to bring in Sport element into luxurious brand and create a Prada Sport phenomenon with its "RED line" sporty fashion. Especially the sport shoe which achieved enourmous success ever in the history with an incredible sales of 16 millions pairs.....

As one of the successor in sport fashion, Prada works hard to be the No.1 brand in Beijing 2008! This summer, the goods come out with a cute bear as the main element.

Classic & Legendary - TONER 化妆水

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Kosé Medicated Sekkisei Lotion雪肌精

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SKⅡ Facial Treatment Essence青春露

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小城大事

I have no idea what happen on me this few days.....just feel that my mouth getting heavier and heavier!!! I have to strain my mandible, show that i'm ok.....haizzz:(

That day I went out with him for dinner.....the whole night, we juz keep silent and eat our meals! All that could be heard merely the stiring voices of teaspoon and the music blewing in the bistro~~~ He knew i'm not in mood, once he opens his mouth, for sure i will just create fight with him.....but, it just displeased me more when he does so!!! Why can't he makes me happy???

We sat there for 2 hrs +, and he's just busying with his DOPOD.....and I'm juz taking photos there and prong the cake....at the end, we don't even have a single conversation....which I actually hoped for~~~

Maybe you might suspect that i'm having red-craze-aunties visit....but it's not! On the way driving me home, I just keep wondering.....do I still in love with him??? does he thinking what I am thinking as well??? I'm just so so so confused!!!! I didn't even say goodbye to him that night....juz stepped out of the car after he untied my safety belt! I really don't know what am I doing. I really do pay all my intention and effort for the outing, I makeup myself, dress-up myself....all just for him!!! But, I just able to show a crumby sad face which myself fell annoying to it.....

Even in msn, I've lost my patient while chatting....I just wish to dominant the person I'm chatting with, I don't want them to chat with someone else.....I wanna be the only one, the one they really pay attention to~~~

Hopefully everything will back to normal soon!!!

This is the song I keep listening to this few days........小城大事 by Miriam Yeung!!! It's an old song, but really pierce my heart~~~~吻下来~~~豁出去~~~